You can call me anything you want, but I prefer the name Sam. I just became an adult, to the world I am a full grown woman but to my family and myself included I am the least whole grown woman in the universe. See the last two years of my life were disasters to me and my family along with my whole world, my parents got divorced and that was such a shock that I am still hung over and didn't quiet recover yet at least that is what my mother's professional opinion in me, as you can imagine she is a psychiatrist, even though she was actually right any 10 year old would notice that about me.
As depressing as it is this was not my problem this was actually the least of my problems, to tell you the truth I am standing in the middle of the biggest cross road any student who just graduated high school would be in, should I go left, right, straight ahead or back where I came from. Unfortunately, every cross road leads into another cross road, and so on and on as life already is for me and almost every body else.
I have the worst luck in the world so, I decided to do something about it, to find a good luck charm or change my destiny or do anything that is remotely deep so that I would have that thing that every body is talking about the peace of mind, love and all those beautiful things that people heard of on Oprah.
I made lists of everything I thought I needed to change in myself to be better, stronger, healthier, and loveable, and according to my sister I became a nut a freak if you want about making lists, that we both knew I won't be able to for fill in any future of mine, so I stopped making lists and started actually changing and my first assignment was to find something that makes me happy.
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